Upon unnamed seas, exploring unfound lands is where you could find me if ever there were a map, for even I know not the way or where I ever am when I slip through the portals of my art and lens…
A picture is worth a thousand words, they say, but words rise up from within me with ease; my fingers, entwined with no other, freely without partner, have for years danced so gracefully across the keys. It is the image that stills me inside, that holds me mesmerized, that I need, I seek, I tweak, always found in nature and beneath all the bling, beneath even color, is where I hear the angels sing.
May I never lose my way to getting lost, may I never resist the urge to leave it all, may I never shelter my face from the storm, may I never let my arms fall in the downpour, may I never fully wash off the grit of the sand, and may I never be restrained by clock or human hand.
May I never negotiate with my soul: may I never let anyone close the window.
A sojourn among the wildflowers is what my soul needs in regular doses, down low among the “weeds”
where time does not stand still, but the world does, for nothing exists in the moment except for us,
and no greater beauty can there be than in the nonmanhandled, outside-the-garden-lines seed that blooms so gracefully, silently defying, yet exuding pure peace;
that peace transfers into my essence as I listen with my soul to the whispered sapience,
no lesson or story captivates my interest more than what the petals transmit,
and to think how often it goes unnoticed – underfoot, sole-crushed, disregarded – the natural therapy for inner balance.
If you happen to have the interest, I’ll share with you what was imparted on this Tuesday morning in my own backyard during my daily sojourn
among the wildflowers….
I wish to simply be the color in your gray, to open your heart to seeing every season has new days, and there always exists little blessings sent personally your way…
We all at times lose focus as the world becomes tear-blurred; that’s why we were given each other to lean on, lend strength, stay near.
When we get closer through the growing trust, we become less guarded and show the rest of us, the complexities, the other ways through the protective shield, the scars, the webs, the truths,
and we find, though all unique, we are the same in our sufferings,
made so we take turns with it, return to the circle of falls and lifts.
I am here to share my hues, overflowing now, but once like you.
And when you come into fuller bloom, pay it forward so others may too become imbued.
Little tree on the mountaintop beneath sun’s celestial reach, planted purposely at the very peak or actively advancing toward dreams from a seed, more mighty to me than the mountain itself and all of the tallest trees beneath looking up.
Little tree on the mountaintop Biblically reminiscent, perhaps a Jesus story never told, or the Lord’s seemingly futile reach to have us remember this precious given life’s goals.
Who is changed upon the descent from the mountain? Some things seem to remain as shocking as Moses’.
Some set off to find themselves; some say wherever you go, there you are. Some never choose paths to explore but remain stagnant, wishing upon stars.
(But stars are evermoving, taking those wishes with them, beckoning the dreamer to follow the paths constellationly charted.)
I set off with no objective, but upon returning, the self-reflection (thoughts actually in the clouds!) made me realize about myself that I am exactly who I thought I’ve already found.
It’s the lightest I’ve ever felt upon returning, for now, to the ground.