Beneath my private canopy, I poise my fingers to dance, to sing, but into the world of nature, I float, its most willing visitor captive to hold, to stroke with soft, soothing sounds. Single strands of silver web appear when the intermittent breeze allows; in and out of lines, I likewise weave myself…
I could leave now for the day, or in this poem forever stay…
What if we didn’t edit but left everything the way in which we were blessed with it, the highlights disputably the highs in light, the shadows lovingly interweaved, the bridges sometimes camouflaged or only revealed to the one meant to see; what if the walk is intentionally neverending with boardwalks to deter us from fully exploring the depths of the offerings, the possibilities of meeting the ones we are meant to and the ones by chance, and what if those are unfathomably unravelable in free will, fate, and happen- stance…?
I am still faithfully following petals as paths with my soul’s whispered directions to where you are at, the one to reciprocate all this love I have, and along the way, I’ve grown to love the way I am.
I am fueled by storms and coastal wind as I raise my arms to each and channel them until empowerment rises boldly from within…
But it is in the still and minute, in the soft scent of beautiful, in the trust of subtle, the barely discernible, that I feel the forgotten soothed, those buried-alive non-truths; the golden elixir single ray finding the torn petal coats in those places I am not able to ever reach on my own.
Up close and personal is the only way I know to heal my heart, to feed my soul, and that, I believe, is the path that leads home.
Across the street from the ocean, I reside, at my everyday disposal are the almighty tides, the aquahorizon with no opposite end that blends with the sky, no greater reminder of the bigger picture beyond this life, and it does indeed soul-energize, but I’ve always known the humility of how insignificant we are: I seek instead the intimate inner warmth I find crouched among the non-garden flowers inspecting the finest details neglected and trodden, and through my lens and art, I depict how they feed my heart, shared roots and seeds organically free yet universally tied, turning our faces peacefully to the shared light, the Higher Power who sculpted us both, all, with intention and without society-judged flaws, precision in individuality, every living piece lovingly kneaded, and when the rays find and kiss petals, this is the beauty that stills me breathless, to see in crafted detail the miracles of His Creation and how love was meant to prevail in every season.