Beside them the birds of the heavens dwell; they sing among the branches.
Psalm 104:12
Emerging from tepals, I simply listen to the birds’ morning songs before the wakening and bustle of the world in which we both belong, before the sun itself beats its rays down; thank you, Lord, for the gradual transitions and living Psalms.
Across the street from the ocean, I reside, at my everyday disposal are the almighty tides, the aquahorizon with no opposite end that blends with the sky, no greater reminder of the bigger picture beyond this life, and it does indeed soul-energize, but I’ve always known the humility of how insignificant we are: I seek instead the intimate inner warmth I find crouched among the non-garden flowers inspecting the finest details neglected and trodden, and through my lens and art, I depict how they feed my heart, shared roots and seeds organically free yet universally tied, turning our faces peacefully to the shared light, the Higher Power who sculpted us both, all, with intention and without society-judged flaws, precision in individuality, every living piece lovingly kneaded, and when the rays find and kiss petals, this is the beauty that stills me breathless, to see in crafted detail the miracles of His Creation and how love was meant to prevail in every season.
Tropical paradise fans its greens at me, draws me so teasingly out with camera to play; too modest usually, I let my ego go to freely compose with total control the frames.
Sun knows its among my favorite subjects and extends its rays for me to pose; I do bow in reverence, low to the ground  before immortally storing gifts so graciously bestowed.Â
Magnolia waves, knowing her place in my heart; I practically skip over, slip under her glossy canopy, excited for her next batch of pre-petal tepals to be rebirthed into another spring.Â
Palms sway, brushing the blue above as wisps of white clouds lightheartedly swirl in; some days were simply created perfectly by The Greatest Artist and so selflessly gifted.Â
Something there is in a soul’s composition that personalizes light from the connecting threads;
in the weave of mine, part my art and part divine, seems to be for the grandiose some kind of rare blindness in the mainstream sense, for I only find it in the minute and steeped in mindfulness,
the larger picture always blurred and muted, unacceptably-by-society dismissing sweeping views;
upon deaf eyes, the waterfalls, for my soul only hones in on single drops, the silhouette of an insect’s wings even beyond the forefront flowering.
Too far away are the large and obvious; I slip into the inconspicuous, secret portals and nooks that scan my soul and recognize me in my slow and scenic way home.Â
Don’t take me to the lookout point;Â take me to the mountain where I can climb to admire all the wonder along the trail. The view at the top can never be the peak: for me it can only be
in the little things.Â
You can hike with me if you have the patience, for a mile in nature won’t get you fit, but if you’d like to sit awhile beside me, I wouldn’t mind the company,
but no attention would I be able to give you when the sun sets on a solitary bee upon a pink bloom…Â
Destination to nowhere, traversing on foot, no longer running away, just enjoying the non-route and what blooms from roots wildly seeded and the textures of the season and infinite skies ever shape-shifting like my thoughts and the way I get lost far away in them. Dusk hushes. Frogs belt out. Alert for bears and human predators, I turn toward home and the portal of color gradually closes. My feet return to pavement, having being lowered back to reality which, these days, is equally rewarding. Outside in the mornings and in the evenings, essential to my emotional well-being. I can’t imagine not being gifted this amazing, tranquil creation. Thank you, Lord, for the free and natural cure-all medication. In my backyard, beneath the stars, I continue my wandering contemplations…
How can the same patch of land be so ever-changing?
How many more potential bad days can Mother Nature keep preventing?
How is it that I am the only onebearing witness to so much magicon a daily basis?
How much longer can the toad’s eyekeep me entranced? And the intricate details in the anatomy of insects?
How much time has passed in that outside world while I sit among the birdsand squirrels?
How is it that nonhuman friendshave become so underrated? And introverts given such a hard timefor avoiding socialization?
My colleagues are ordering their second round of drinks. I confirm with the waiter, “Just water for me.” Torturous are the hours I prove I’m not an island! (What’s a few white lies to protect my safe-haven?)
A dragonfly stops by to wink at me, shows off how he can fly away so freely into the breeze…
The conversation continues. I do not join in. Release me back into the wild where I fit in…
Ninety-three million miles away, yet upon the cobwebs of a flower, Sol’s ray reaches, haloes, frames.
How powerful that gentle, golden beam is when it finds and reminds us our insignificance
is more important and personal than we think it to be, for the Creator made sure the cold and darkness would always have returning light and heat.
We are turned away each evening, in a rotation beyond our control, perhaps to make possible the continuous rebirthing of new-day gratitude and hope,
to make possible these moments that universally lift up our gazes, to freeze-frame and coat in gold these nuggets of humble beauty appreciation,Â
like cobwebs on a flower that still me with revelation: in the tapestry and labyrinth of life, we are woven and connected by hidden common thread, and love could always, then and now, win.Â