To survive is to fight, to split open, to cry, to persevere into the next season of a dream’s life, to detach from the root, the branch, before hope dies, to fall or fly not knowing the outcome until free, that air before the landing or opening of wings…
A sojourn among the wildflowers is what my soul needs in regular doses, down low among the “weeds”
where time does not stand still, but the world does, for nothing exists in the moment except for us,
and no greater beauty can there be than in the nonmanhandled, outside-the-garden-lines seed that blooms so gracefully, silently defying, yet exuding pure peace;
that peace transfers into my essence as I listen with my soul to the whispered sapience,
no lesson or story captivates my interest more than what the petals transmit,
and to think how often it goes unnoticed – underfoot, sole-crushed, disregarded – the natural therapy for inner balance.
If you happen to have the interest, I’ll share with you what was imparted on this Tuesday morning in my own backyard during my daily sojourn
among the wildflowers….
I wish to simply be the color in your gray, to open your heart to seeing every season has new days, and there always exists little blessings sent personally your way…
We all at times lose focus as the world becomes tear-blurred; that’s why we were given each other to lean on, lend strength, stay near.
When we get closer through the growing trust, we become less guarded and show the rest of us, the complexities, the other ways through the protective shield, the scars, the webs, the truths,
and we find, though all unique, we are the same in our sufferings,
made so we take turns with it, return to the circle of falls and lifts.
I am here to share my hues, overflowing now, but once like you.
And when you come into fuller bloom, pay it forward so others may too become imbued.
I am here. I am being me. Helpless it seems, but you say it is everything.
I hope so. Since the beginning, trusting you has been so easy.
These words, simple. This love, profound. Love will win. You will never drown.
Hand in hand, together, we will ride this wave out.
And when the surf comes for me, I’ll hold on to you until the sirens leave.
Through the cycles they have cursed us with, we will persevere, for lovers can be a force to be reckoned with; there will come the day when they tire or we outwit…
I can sense through you this next approaching phantom breaker.
Give me a kiss, my love, and let’s brace, holding each other.
Cover your ears and keep your eyes fixed on my irises reflecting truths.
With the strength you gave me, I won’t let them take you.