The music was loud,
the way I like it,
when you first nervously
held out your hand,
when the shuffled-playlist
ballad started,
and I hesitated
for a brief moment,
as time slipped like the song
into slower motion,
afraid of all that I knew
would follow
if our flesh
were to touch.
My heart pounded
out of time
with the music,
as I gave up
resisting
and let you guide
me up.
You lifted me
so much higher
than my five-foot-five-and-a-half
as you drew me in at
a respectable distance,
and we began our first
dance.
The live musician
came in late with the lyrics,
barely audible,
but his voice
gave me goosebumps;
I knew the song well,
and I wondered
if and how you knew
it was a favorite
and hoped you liked it
at least a little,
feeling guilty
that we were making it
immortal
without you weighing in.
It wasn’t the voice
or the song
or the dance
but everything inside
and above
that drew us even closer,
and all of our unspoken questions
were wordlessly answered.
In your arms
is where I remained
long after the ballad
and your voice
faded,
as our lips delicately joined
in on an encore,
as you swept me off my feet
while we graced
the dance floor,
and all of time
culminated in those
first of many perfect-moments
making sense,
finally,
out of all of this,
and we each failed
at holding
in the rebirth
that fell
like light
cleansing rain
against the windows
of our souls.